Abandon - In Reality We Suffer

Artist: Abandon
Release: In Reality We Suffer


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[Instrumental]

2. Trauma Is The Trigger

A step towards tomorrow moving slow from yesterday
Never again the darkness seems to follow
I have no future, I just want to die
Heavy guilt, mine to keep
Weight of depression cannot rise above

Try to hide as it drags me deeper
Mind full of hatred, suicidal urge
Aching eyes count deceivers
Tried so hard nothing works

Crawling towards a fairly grave
Trauma is the trigger the aim you gave
Life so meaningless day by day
Different shades of rage

Can’t think, can’t think straight
I laid on you all the things I miss
Precious death set me here
Fragile little mind blessed with a fist

3. Somnambulistic

Sleepwalk your way through this dying hell
Strive to keep our heads above the waterline
No hope, just a ratwheel of aching days
System changes tide from low to high

Kneel your way through this lying game
If they pass us their backs lie free
Sleepwalk your way through this dying hell
Beaten down by the invincible pain

This life the lives remaining stains
Betrayal seeks the missing piece
Try to line in the hands
Hopelessness
Crawl beneath and hide to die
Burden of birth they gave you hell

Like ice shattering under feet
A broken fucked up mind breaks easily
Like leaves fallen their tree
A dried out soul dies away this year
Crawl beneath and hide to die
Burden of birth they gave you hell

I am falling endlessly
Blackened, shattered, dead crippled existence
We crawled for crumbs, spilled our passion
We washed our tears in dedication

4. In Hopelessness Enlightened

Habital bastards, plague of earth
This cold and dying world you deserve
Greedy bastards never learn
You own nothing when everything burns

Didn’t you say take the freedom you deserve
But there is none to have
As you drain our minds to give place for words
From this lying beast you serve

5. Piles Of Pigs

Weightless words, smiling faces, weightless words
Must erase them, profit driven depravation

Piles of pigs they hide behind, they will succeed
Ashes they leave, withering faces, heartless cold, relentless
And we stand silent and defenseless

6. In Reality We Suffer

Darkness surrounds us, soon will descend
Grey decay, living dead
Dark are the days ahead
Conserve that precious hatred for later

Dark are the days ahead
The walls we face are growing heavy to carry its name
Carved in flesh the rage
If this is it let the apocalypse begin

Grey decay, living dead
Dark are the days ahead
A thousand destinies made one and nothing
If this is it let the apocalypse begin
So alike so alone we suffer

7. Will Gladly Perish

Dragged through the pain once again
From this I’ll gladly perish
Dragged through the pain once again
Hopeless from this I’ll gladly perish

Meaningless growth in these scars of your fucking regrets
Torture drowning
Choking beneath the surface of wrath
Led through the darkness guided by the soothing hate

From this unwanted existence I’ll gladly perish
Dragged through the pain once again
From this I’ll gladly perish

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[Instrumental]

9. Stillborn Persistance

[Instrumental]

10. Stillborn Persistance (ptII)

No more words
Won’t hear no more, won’t see no more
Been so long on my knees now
Father patriarch burn thy kingdom down
Exhausted within can’t take another day
I hate this world as I hate myself
As I hate the ones who gave me life

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[Instrumental]